OK so just when I think I've come to terms with His time, circumstances show me I'm not. This roller coaster ride that is the matching process is just the beginning but I wish we could skip this part. With every call, I wonder is this "the call". With every email from our agency there is hope...then there is nothin'.
We were waiting a long four days waiting for the decision from one birth family when another opportunity presented itself. Both have not panned out, but I know our baby will come...God is trying hard to teach me patience. I'm learning Lord, I'm learning...slow as it may be. Can we know our baby now? :o)
I'm motion sick for you. patience is NOT easy. the wait is PAINFUL. But, God is so good and so perfect. ;)
ReplyDeleteoh friend. feeling for you. Waiting IS the hardest.
ReplyDeleteYes, and when that day comes as it just did for me you completly forget about the wait. Honest. I dont even think about it now. With the first kiss on top of that fuzzy bald head it withered away and our new life begins.
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